Juliana
Coles
Juliana
Coles As an
epileptic, my reality is somewhat altered. It
is through my work, whether it be a painting, drawing, Artist Book or Mixed Media Visual
Journal that I have sought to piece together and understand my fragmented memories. My images are an attempt to create a personal
history that I was not always a conscious participant in, as well as to raise awareness
and compassion in the viewer by challenging them with my experience. My art empowers me to create order, clarity, and
understanding in the midst of abnormal cerebral function."
Presently
I am at work on Mysterious Disappearances Probed, an Illustrated Book in
Visual Journal format that describes my experience of life Subject to Seizure. A Visual Journal is a mixed media book of
self-expression that combines journal writing with art making in order to simultaneously
access both the left and right hemispheres of the brain for deeper introspection. This is the creative process I designed. I teach internationally and also present my
student show, now in its 6th year, that profoundly challenges humanity
with its rawness and honesty. This process
promotes self- awareness, growth, and transformation.
When this book is published, I hope it will encourage others to begin to speak out
about their secret world in order to facilitate open discussion and emotional healing. I cant heal my brain, but I can work through
my feelings of inadequacy, that I was somehow a mistake, or that I must have done
something terribly wrong to deserve this. My
handicap has become my gift: no longer a
handicap, but the intense essence of who I am and the very foundation of my mission in
life. My brain is the delicate and imperfect
core of the unique vision of my artwork and my teaching, and for that, I am grateful and
full of respect for the mystery of this life.
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